Tuesday, November 10, 2009

feeling low

ooh, I hate this feeling.

Two days to go, and I'm not feeling optimistic. I have no symptoms. Every time I have been pregnant (three total - once for about a week, once for about 9 weeks, and once for 9 months), I have had early symptoms - sore boobs, nausea, etc. Every time I haven't had symptoms, I haven't been pregnant. So I'm not feeling super positive about this cycle any more.

I have no reason for why it may not have worked - once again, everything should have been 'perfect'. But the little voice inside is telling me that if it had worked I'd be feeling something right now.

So what I'm feeling is depressed.

7 comments:

kzucker said...

Ugh, I'm sorry. Growing your family shouldn't be this stressful. Are you still thinking about doing another donor egg cycle if this doesn't work out?

Anonymous said...

I had symptoms with my first, but none the second time around. I so didn't feel pregnant that I POAS and actually tossed it aside to call the RE and claim failure. Imagine my surprise when I went to shower an hour and there was an ever so faint line. 7w2d now.

Thinking of you.

Stacie said...

You are a few days ahead of me I think. I am right there with you in this feeling, only I've tested and seen the dreaded missing line. That doesn't do much for a person's optimism either.

I hate it. I wish things were easier. For all of us.

Hugs.

Bea said...

Just a "hang in there" from me.

Bea

cat said...

I am still hoping it will all work out!

Heather said...

I'm still thinking good thoughts for you. Hang in there.

chezperky said...

I'm so sorry you're feeling low. Hang in there, even though I know this is hard to do.