I think about being pregnant every day. I still miss it every day. I wasn't really prepared for this, I didn't know I would miss that feeling so much.
Every night when I get in bed, and I lay on my side, I instantly remember what it felt like to lay in bed and feel my babies move in my belly. Getting in bed at night was one of my favorite times - laying quiet and still in bed was when I felt the babies move the most. I would lay on my right side and feel baby A, who I now know as Daniel. And then turn to my left side and feel baby B, who I now know as Callie. They had unique personalities even then - their movements were different - even then I could sense how unique they each were. It was wonderful.
And now when I lay down in bed that memory comes back to me. I instinctively put my hand to my belly. I close my eyes and try to bring back that feeling.
This is one of my most precious memories.
I would love to feel that again some day.