Infertility....
...is depressing
...is devastating
...is exhausting
...is not fair
...is expensive
...is painful
...is disruptive
...is discriminatory
...is lonely
...is isolating
...is time consuming
...is hard on relationships
...is hard on your body
...is hard on your soul
...is draining
...is unmotivating
...is sad
...hurts
...leaves scars
...is emotional
...makes you angry
...makes you doubt yourself
...makes you want to crawl in a hole
...makes you jealous
...makes you judgemental
...makes you feel like a failure
Oh, and did I mention - Infertility SUCKS!
Feel free to join my pity party and add to the list.
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When I was struggling to get pregnant, I used to wonder: "what if this is as good as it gets?" Well, it got a lot better...
About Me
After a long battle with infertility - a lot of tears, a lot of depression, a lot of shots and invasive medical stuff - I am now the proudest mother of twins. I am having so much fun being the mom to these little blessings, so much fun in fact that we are now embarking on another round of treatment - going to give it a try with a couple of our frozen embryos.
Email me at whatifthis at hotmail dot com.
I've removed some of my IF history from this site due to some unwelcome attention. But I am happy to share my IF story with others who are facing a similar situation. Just email me.
Email me at whatifthis at hotmail dot com.
I've removed some of my IF history from this site due to some unwelcome attention. But I am happy to share my IF story with others who are facing a similar situation. Just email me.
6 comments:
...gets harder each cycle
...causes envy of your closest friends
...is misunderstood by fertile, well meaning, friends and family
Great thread---you put words to my feelings (although not sure if that is good at this moment!LOL!)
OMG -- are you in my head??? I just had a melt down about 30 minutes ago and yelled most of those things out loud... :(
DOES IT EVER SUCK!! :(
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You've just written everything that I've ever felt about infertilty. Great post. It suck so much that we have to experience all of those things. Hugs to you.
I'm so sorry...
I hear you and feel you and I hate to hear you are going through these emotions again. Just be very kind to yourself and get some of that terrific confidence back so your next batch will result in those twins you want. I don't think you are stupid at all for being confident and making plans...I am convinced my own faith/confidence that I would be pregnant led to my twin girls. Lots of folks are thinking of you and looking for the positive results to come...Michele in Atl.
...is not fair.
Amen.
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